how can I tell you what happened

Easily distracted by the time,
I have no idea actually what happened,
All I know I was somewhere between reality and dreams,
That line then vanished and my beliefs changed into truths that never existed,
On top of the mountain I stood, looking below in despair,
Eagerness to reach down because I saw you standing there,
but then I forgot that line had been vanished long ago,
I still saw you standing,
And so I jumped,
I must have walked my way down but I jumped,
I must have called out your name but I jumped,
I must have asked for your help but I jumped,
I jumped so that you can catch me,
I jumped so to make the truth that I was living in, a reality for us,
I hit hard on the bedrock,
you were there only to notice,
you were there only to pity,
you were there to ask who was that person,
that line became so clear all of a sudden,
I became so aware, you didn't even know,
how can I blame you, when I was invisible,
how can I say anything further, when you don't have those ears to listen,
how can I jump again, when I have lost all hope,
how can I tell you what happened, when you didn't see me fall,
you didn't see me fall for you..